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I'm here. Here in this land of blogging??? I never thought that I'd be doing this; yet, I never thought that I'd be 26, no car, empty engagement ring, limited cashflow.... It's whatever. I suppose in life, we're supposed to focus on positives instead of negatives. With me, I guess I'm kind of stubborn when it comes to doing things of that nature. I always think about the past. How the cats use to laugh at me; how they use to talk behind my back. How the chicks use to look at me as if I were some type of ugmo-dude (I reckon I just made that up. It sounds ugly....I guess it fits). The doubt from some people. It all molds a human being into someone who basically felt like he had to prove everyone wrong. My mom always told me that I had nothing to prove to anyone. I use to turn my nose up to a comment like that. I felt like I had to slap five on any and everybody who ever said or did ya boi wrong. I felt that way until I gained a relationship with Christ. All those feelings kind of flew out the window after that. Life was rough before that. Life is still rough. As I got closer to God, I noticed that people noticed a change in me: a positive change. I kept pushing and pushing. More blessing headed my way. Of course, the sun doesn't shine 24 hours a day. It has to be interrupted by rain. That rain has to come so that every living organism is rejuvenated from its life source of life: water. When troubles start to rain on our lives, we know that God will revive us. He will open our eyes and allow us to see our faults and show us where He needs us to walk. Once we're revived, that sunshine comes back out. We'll be prepared for that rain the next time, and we'll rejoice through that rain...knowing that it'll just rejuvenate us. It'll rejuvenate us just as water rejuvenate grass that appears to be dead. Great day!!! Well, that's how I've been feeling for a while now. There's rain everywhere!!! I just need to thank God for it. If you never had any rain in your life; then, you might want to evaluate it! Anyways, here I am. This was well deserved for my eyes and my soul. All is well....I Die Daily!!!